I want to go. I want to get out, go places, get away from here, not because I don't like it here, but because there are so many other places to be. I feel stuck here, I feel trapped, is that weird? Do other people feel trapped? Is that normal, am I normal? I feel like the Internet is holding me captive, and my possessions are possessing me, and I feel like "well, I could go places, but I really just want to sit at my desk and browse the Internet, looking at all the things and places I'm not."
What's a human to do?
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Also, I am really developing a hatred for video games. I feel like they are separating me from my friends because I hate just sitting around being ignored while they do shit I don't care about. Every night I am alone.
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- Jocelyn
- Y'all don't know what it's like being female, middle-class, and white. Me and that Oxford comma are here to tell you.
=[ I'm sorry honey. I know you don't like video games, but when we're at Carlo's, most of us aren't even playing them. We're just sitting around hanging out, and I know Julie and I (and everyone else) would love it if you joined us.
ReplyDeleteI'm always at Carlo's because I don't really have any other place to go to get away from Nique. Brad and Julie are usually at Carlo's when they're not canoodling, Mark's doing homework in his room, Aimee is usually at Carlo's being all PDA on his bed, and Abby is either at Carlo's or homeworking with her Physics buds.
Abby and Charlos are usually watching the video games, Carlo's usually playing them, Brad's usually on Carlo's computer, Julie's doing homework, Mark's texting you, and I'm either trying to do homework or just laying on the bed being tired but not wanting to go back to my room.
I'm sorry you feel so alone, boodle. I've been feeling pretty damn lonely myself recently. Maybe we should have a lonely party?
Plus I know the rain isn't helping anything.